Duped or Directed

I have never had a desire to be like Job. From a completely human perspective, if I were to prove myself like Job I would have to endure some pretty devastating and tragic events. I ask God's protection almost daily from these sort of things in my life. If I were to experience a life like Job's I am not even slightly confident that I would do so with the same grace and faith that Job exhibited. It may be because of my lack of desire to ever have the "opportunity" to prove myself a Job that I have never studied Job on my own. Sure, I've been a part of Job studies in church and such, but never of my own choosing.

Just recently I was drawn to a book because I liked the cover. Strange reason to purchase a Bible study, I know, but I liked the picture none-the-less. The image on the front of this book that I found so enticing as to make an impulse purchase was a butterfly. The significance of the butterfly to me is another story for another day.

For those of you who may be questioning my judgement in choosing a Bible study book based upon the front cover alone, let me assure you I got it from a very trusted source. I didn't need to read a portion of the book or the back cover or find out about the author. I knew that had already been done for me.

It was only after getting the book home that I even read the title, "Grace." "That sounds nice," I thought. "I would like to be more graceful (haha)." I am kind of a klutz. Oh, no, that's not what that means?  Just kidding. :)

Then I opened the book to the beginning and found "Lesson One My Searvant Job." I immediately closed the book, took a second look at the front. The whole title was "Grace for Every Trial." "Tricky," I thought. "It doesn't say Job anywhere on the front."

Why not study Job? Do any of you have this conflict? Have you ever said or heard it said, "Don't ever pray for patience."? Generally the thought is that God doesn't just hand out patience. Patience has to be learned, and how do we thick-headed human beings learn? Usually the hard way, right!? So therefore praying for patience is the same as asking for a trial.

Well, for me the idea of studying Job always intimidated me as if the process would bring on tragedy quite the same way that praying for patience would bring on a trial. Am I the only one who thinks this way? I don't think I am.

It has been a month or two since I bought this book. The cover is not quite as enticing to me anymore, but I have a weird thing about books. After I buy them they "haunt" me till I read them. They talk to me (no, not really), saying things like, "Remember how much you spent on me, and yet here I sit collecting dust." Even the books I get for quarters at yard sales bug me, "I'm taking up all this space, still nobody ever picks me up."

Long story short-ish, I am starting this study inside this beautiful cover, and hopefully by the end I will be transformed into something more beautiful -- without too much pain.